Heartbroken

WARNING: If your looking for some uplifting stuff..read other posts or move on. I'm about to have a cry fest.

Hi! Sad news...my job is cut for next year. :( I had it in the back of my mind that it might be since budget has been the talk of the town lately and I'm low man on the totem pole, but I was still shocked when the principal called me in this afternoon to break the news. He said it's seniority and he's very sorry. ugh! I hate that. I did a lot for the school this year including starting a title website and getting the classes together to write letters to troops and I'm still cut. Other teachers did nothing really. I'm soo sad because I have this wedding to pay for next year and all these wonderful ideas for the classroom and I really really need a job.  I'm seriously applying EVERY WHERE. I get headaches staring at the screen and filling out these applications. 

I know God works in mysterious ways and I'm really trying hard not to give up, but it sucks when things like this happen and then you wonder why me??

That's it. I don't have energy to write anything else. I'm just thankful it's the weekend and I can take a couple days to recoup and re-energize. Please pray for me out there. Thanks!